What a battle.
I started well had a bit of a lapse in the middle of the day then tried to get back on track.
It truly is a daily crucifixion the only problem is I do not enjoy this process.
The conflict is is that I have experienced the joy of obedience and the pain of killing this flesh of mine.
I even know it gains me nothing to walk in the flesh but I delude myself to think otherwise, aren't we nuts sometimes?
To repeat the same behavior expecting a different result is often called neurotic.
I do do the same behaviour at times, am I really expecting a different result? Honestly I do hope for one at times, but.......
what I am really doing is going LaLaLaLa I can't hear you.
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